There’s no coincidence that I am here to hear it, maybe witness it at some point. And to be living practically next to it while it happens. It coincides perfectly with the demolition taking place within me.
The very walls and foundations of the places that I was last reborn into and found healing, solace, and community for the past 4 years, are being torn down to the ground and leveled. It is the cycle of life and it is necessary for the continued expansion of evolution. It is representative of the inner world, the immediate community, the larger world events on planet Earth, and the expanse of the Cosmos, continuously breaking down, expanding, contracting, and re-growing, reinventing itself.
We can blame the demolition within and around us on some outer factor or facet, because there are parts of us who feel controlled, not heard, scared, and angry that we will be losing an important part of who we have been and what we have been used to up until this point. We don’t want to face the chaos that ensues from the loss of a beloved and trusted story we have come to count on for so long.
However, if you look at it through another angle of the diamond, you will see another dimension of the story of the tower falling. A greater part of you has instigated that pesky outer factor or facet to “bring down the house,” in order to push you out of a comfort zone that has long worn a rut in the story of your soul, and that part of you is ready to grow.
The human part of you is not going to allow this to happen without a hefty tantrum or two, it won’t go down without kicking and screaming and intellectualizing why this is happening. Oh, don’t you worry, the human parts of us are very addicted to patterns and comfort. They don’t want to have to look themselves in their own eye and make difficult changes. They don’t want to die either! And that’s what it can feel like to them.
But as we take our baby steps toward merging our greater and more loving selves with our humanness, we are guided to find a comfortable seat in the chaos and the mystery of demolition. Our higher selves want to teach us to really lean in to the safety within and to release the next layer of fears coming up to be healed. We need to find trust in our situation, no matter what new emotional battles are raging within.
Because, if you tune into the energy of demolition and endings, you will feel the illusion and particles of the 3D world simply being rearranged, with a little force, at times, since you’re probably clenching so tightly onto something, unwilling to let it go. It’s a time to go inward and to really look at the world you have created. It is a time of reflection. While things are being demolished. It is not a time to make desperate maneuvers or decisions to try to replace what is going down. It is not a time to cling helplessly to anything that seems like it might help.
It will be much less painful if you agree to let it go and to not fight off the feelings that come with releasing a beloved way of being. Grief, fear, anxiety, loneliness, anger, uncertainty, stress, etc…
It’s best to let the mystery play itself out and trust that in due time, the next best things within you, your community, the world, and the Cosmos will begin whispering to you from your heart.
Don’t rush it.
~Devon TwoWolves StarWalker (aka Heart Star)
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